The Superiority Mormonism Bestowed on Me and How I'm Embarrassed By It Now
I made a confession in a Discord group the other day: I wanted to explore it more with a blog because I feel like more can be said in regards to it. It is helpful for me also to have an outside looking in way of seeing it. Let me first say that I thought I had power given to me by God and that I was special. With this priesthood they said I had, they said I could heal the sick, cast out devils, and even control the weather. All of these I honestly believed I did at least once. Looking back...I think maybe things that happened were either chance or I tapped into an energy because I manifested it...and perhaps it had nothing to do with a special power given to me. Or...if Jesus does exist (which I am agnostic about now), perhaps a faith I had in him made things happen. Further, having the priesthood and what the leaders termed 'being worthy of it' meant constantly keeping the Mormon rules so that my body could be a vessel of the Holy Ghost and I'd be wo...