The Whys and the Neverminds
Beyond the neverminds...I am tired. Tired of living a lie and being inauthentic. I am tired of having to choose between my family now and their happiness...and the expectations of the church on what they define as happiness. I also want simplicity and something more fluid as a life experience...not all the rules and structure that the church tries to impose on me...which honestly...for a church that purports to be all about Jesus Christ, is not what a Christian church should be about. And that's really all I want to take with me on this new journey. No structures...no shaming...no guilt or fear...something simple. I want to be kinder to others, try not to be angry, and care for my family. I want to be free to explore my authentic self and to enjoy life in a way that brings me greater happiness.